Surprised….

How can you be surprised

that I’m losing my mind?

How can you be shocked

that you don’t matter, no more?

 

You leave

me in radio silence

I die

every time I don’t see your name

 

I know

life is not fair

I know

I feel too much

 

I’m losing my mind

I’m losing me

I’m losing

something I never had

you

 

I’m crying

tears of joy

You still care

That’s what you say

 

I laughing

silently

not wanting to show

how much it means

 

How can you be surprised

that I’m losing my mind

when you clearly

stole it from me

 

with that first touch

that last reply

that random smile

that awkward moment

that last goodbye

 

How can you be surprised?

that I’m losing my mind….

 

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