The past few weeks (months) I felt like I lost myself, like I lost ME… So instead of a love letter to people who ignore me, or a love story about my imaginary friends, here is a love letter to myself… All the things that makes me, ME…
You do you best…
I’m the girl who would rather spend time with her cats than with people
I’m the girl who loves going out, and sitting alone with a cup of coffee for three hours watching other people
I’m the girl who would rather spend five hours with one person, instead of one hour with five people
I’m the girl who likes to get drunk on cheap wine coolers as well as the girl who would never say no to that epic bottle of red wine or expensive gin.
I’m the kind of girl who likes to wear a dress and then come home and sleep naked, but then again, I’m also the kind of girl who would spend the entire day in her PJ’s binge watching Glee for the 10th time and crying every time Rachel and Finn breaks up…
I’m the girl who gets surprised when her (only) BFF asks her to be Maid of Honor
I’m the girl who says what I want, forgetting that not every one wants to hear every thought going through my head.
But, I’m also the kind of girl who says what you WANT to hear, because I am so afraid of letting some one down..
I’m the girl every one describes as a bitch, and I just think I’m hysterically sarcastic.
I’m the girl who doesn’t know her own favourite colour, but know for a fact if Oreo’s was a colour it would be that…
I’m the girl who thinks I’m fat and pretty in the same sentence.
I’m the girl who goes out to exercise once a month and diet one week a month and believe it will make a difference.
I’m the girl, at 23, who doesn’t know what she wants, where she wants to be or how to get there.
I’m the girl, who has been single for 4 years
I’m just a silly little girl, waiting for the world to give her a green light in the right direction.
Have a lovely day…
Never lose who you are….